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10/1/2007

打道回府

回回回~回回回~回回回回回回~~
收拾东西,5点出发.
9/17/2007

忽然发现虽然很迟钝但是小爷仍旧要发布出来

忽然发现高中时光仿佛真的是一去不复返了,看着以前的照片,shit,心中还真是无限惆怅啊.常联系的和不常联系的大家们,过的都好吧,过的好的还有过的不好的,我祝你们天天都开心.开心的还有不开心的,我希望大家都有自己的目标,有目标的没有目标的,我都祝你们好运,嗯,无论干什么,gl,hf.
9/10/2007

好久没来了~

嗯好久没来了,这管理界面怎么改英文的了~算了无所谓,发俩新图敷衍一下~这可都是壁纸级的啊~
 
 
6/10/2007

一团糟

怎么贴图连接都错误了,看这个blog就那么恶心。不写了。
3/24/2007

夭折的手册

不知道还有没有人记得,这是圣诞要发表的一期彩信杂志,以恶搞为主。可当时出现手机故障,直到现在也无法打开了。
 
 
彩信杂志以后不打算出了,这些图片做个纪念吧

冬日798

2月中旬和朋友去798拍的,一直没更新,今天发上来。本来想给每个照片都写评论的,这些天有些小发烧,各位看官凑合吧。
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
1/13/2007

点名游戏

我被thinrey.xu点名了,那我就把他传递下去吧
先把别人写的游戏规则粘过来:
 
游戏规则:
一、被点到名的博客要在自己的博客上回答本人问题的答案,并自己拟定五个问题,传到其他几个人的博客上,还要到这几个人的博客上留言通知对方“你被点名了”。
二、并且这几个人要在博客上注明是在哪接到的题目,我是被“thinrey.xu”点的名。
三、再将自己的拟定的五个问题传给其他几个人,让游戏继续下去,不许回传。
(被点名的人将得到大家的祝福,并且所有美丽的愿望都会在不久以后得以实现)

Q&A:
Q:1、过去的一年有什么事很难过?
A:努力争取的东西没有得到

Q:2、对新的一年有细致的规划了么?
A:想多在网上找点活来做,有没有钱无所谓,只是想锻炼一下。

Q:3、如果最自豪得意的东西接连被他人否定,你怎么想?
A:可能会有点失落吧,其实也无所谓,每个人想法不一样很正常了。不过我个人认为,如果要做设计,还是有点自己的想法好。当然了人说的对咱们还得吸纳是吧,呵呵。

Q:4、做完一件什么事让你觉得最有成就感?
A:帮别人漂亮的做完一件事。

Q:5、如果突然让你想5个问题,你最先想到关于什么方面的,或者最先由哪里想到这个问题的?
A:这个。。。我想问一些积极一点的吧,人活着都不容易,开心就好,呵呵。

我的问题:
1.去年最大的收获是什么?
2.去年最快乐的事是什么
3.今年有什么心愿?
4.怎么看待电子竞技职业化,对电子竞技人有什么看法?
5.如果让你学你不喜欢的东西,你会学么,或者说以前是怎么面对这些东西的?
 
我耍个赖,点名给所有看我博客的人,请在自己的博客上写好答案。hoho,我会检查的。
 
1/3/2007

没啥想说的,写这些完全是为了证明我还活着,恩元旦很无聊的说。下了3天雨,挺冷的。
学校元旦晚会被叫去协助幕后,然后hihi第二期杂志也出了,我还是做头图。抽空又玩了会魔兽。恩也就这点事了。
1月份了,也就是说快考试了,哥几个都说高数悬了,我也不例外,我自己预测通过率大约在1~5%,准备1月突击一下,可以提高到20%。放假貌似是27号左右,具体回家的日期我也不清楚。哎说真的我都想念我那柔软的床垫了,硬板床是真难受。
又有个朋友的同学去天国了,生命真脆弱,哎。珍惜眼前的人吧。life goes on。
有个初中的去工商的哥们据说碰见了我高中同学,世界真小。
噢对了,祝我所有朋友,新年快乐,远离所有悲伤。
12/21/2006

我们的圣诞树

圣诞将至,有同学把暖壶拿到食堂外的松树下,随后响应的人越来越多。最终形成了这独一无二的圣诞树。
祝大家:
 
12/19/2006

中国特色

半个月前,食堂门口贴出展板:“热烈欢迎省卫生厅领导来我校检查指导工作!!”食堂职工全体动员大扫除,面貌涣然一新。
半个月后,食堂墙上挂起横幅:“热烈庆祝我食堂评选为江西省模范集体/全国高校百佳学生用餐食堂!”踏入食堂,依旧肮脏。
maybe that's  what they called "chinese style"
damn it
12/6/2006

12.6BGM--Keep Holding On

Avril新单曲《坚持不懈》
 
 
Keep Holding On-Avril

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus :

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
ladadadadada...

Chorus x2

 

点击下载


11/23/2006

11.23BGM---stan---em.feat.dido.

Eminem与dido合作的rap,可以说是dido成名曲。这是根据一个em的歌迷stan的死演绎成的故事性rap。
四段歌词其实是四封信,前三封是歌迷Stan写给Eminem的。最后一封是Eminem的回信,说的是Eminem的一个疯狂歌迷,有着和Em相似的落魄童年。他不停给Em写信,希望得到恢复,可是没有。当写了三封信仍没有答复之后,绝望的stan酗酒后驾车撞入湖中溺水而死,车上还有他怀有身孕的女友。em终于抽出了时间写回信,而此时他却在新闻上看到stan的噩耗。
 
点击下载
Stan

Chorus: Dido

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

1st Chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background
2nd Chorus: full volume with beat right after "thunder" noise

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming*} Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
{*car tires squeal*} {*CRASH*}
.. {*brief silence*} .. {*LOUD splash*}

{Chorus: Dido}


Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!
翻译:
副歌:Dido  
   
  我的茶凉了,为什么……  
  我的心情总是不好。  
  清晨的雨遮住了我的窗  
  什么也看不到  
  看见的都是灰色。  
  但在墙上却有你的照片,  
  它提醒我,还不算坏,  
  还不算坏……  
   
  [Stan]  
  亲爱的Slim,我写信给你,但你仍未答复。  
  我把我的地址、姓名和电话都留在了信末,  
  秋天里发了两封信,你肯定是没有受到。  
  可能是邮局或是什么地方搞错了。  
  有时我总是把地址写得很潦草。  
  但又能怎样呢?去它的吧!你的女儿好吗?  
  我的女朋友也怀孕了,我就要作爸爸了。  
  如果是女孩,你猜我会叫她什么?  
  我会给她起名叫Bonnie  
  我也读到了你的Ronnie叔叔的事儿,很难过。  
  我有个朋友为了甩了他的婊子而轻生,  
  我知道你也许每天都听到这个,可我是你的超级歌迷  
  我甚至有你和Scam一起做的地下音乐。  
  我的房间里贴满了你的海报和照片。  
  我也喜欢你和Ruckus的歌,那很棒。  
   
  副歌:Dido  
   
  我的茶凉了,为什么……  
  我的心情总是不好。  
  清晨的雨遮住了我的窗  
  什么也看不到  
  看见的都是灰色。  
  但在墙上却有你的照片,  
  它提醒我,还不算坏,  
  还不算坏……  
   
  [Stan]  
  亲爱的Slim,你仍旧没有回信,希望你能抓住计划。  
  我还没疯,我只是认为你TMD不屑于回信给歌迷。  
  如果你不想在剧场外理我,你就可以不理,  
  但至少应该为Matthew签个名。  
  那是我的小弟弟,只有六岁  
  我们在该死的寒风中里等了四个小时,可你只是说了个“不”  
  那个小家伙可是把你当成了他的偶像。  
  他要成为像你那样的人,他比我更喜欢你。  
  我还没疯,只是不喜欢被欺骗。  
  记得我们在丹佛的相遇吗?你说如果我写信,你会回信的  
  看在我们有相同的境遇的份儿上。  
  我也不知道谁是我爸,  
  他总是欺骗妈妈还打她。  
  我能在你的歌里看到自己。所以在那些心情沮丧的日子里,  
  就好听你的歌。  
  只有你的歌能帮我。  
  我甚至咋胸前纹上你的名字。  
  有时我也会割开手腕看它能流多少血。  
  如同肾上腺素一般,那些痛楚向我袭来。  
  我尊敬你,因为你说的一切都是事实。  
  我女友开始嫉妒,因为我每天谈论的只有你  
  但她并不像我如此的了解你,没人能  
  她不会了解有着我们这样经历的人的。  
  记得回信,你将会永远失去我这样的超级歌迷的。  
  你真诚的,Stan  
  此外我们也将会在一起的  
   
  副歌:Dido  
   
  我的茶凉了,为什么……  
  我的心情总是不好。  
  清晨的雨遮住了我的窗  
  什么也看不到  
  看见的都是灰色。  
  但在墙上却有你的照片,  
  它提醒我,还不算坏,  
  还不算坏……  
   
  [Stan]  
   
  亲爱的从不回信的先生。  
  这将是我寄给你最后的邮件了。  
  六个月了,从没有回信——这不是我应得的。  
  我知道你受到了最近的两封信;  
  我在上面清清楚楚的写上了地址。  
  这回是我要寄给你的磁带,我希望你能听到  
  我在车上,在高速路上开90  
  嘿,slim,我喝了第15个伏特加,你说我还能开吗?  
  你知道PhilCollins那首关于救一个落水者的歌“In the Air of the Night”吗  
  但他没有得救  
  那情形就和现在一样,你本可以阻止我溺水的。  
  但现在一切都晚了,我吃了1000片镇定药  
  眼睛睁不开了,我想要的只不过是个该死的回信。  
  我希望您能知道我把你的照片从墙上都撕了下来。  
  我爱你slim。我们本应该在一起的,想想吧  
  现在你把一切都毁了,我想你不会睡着的,一定会梦到这一切。  
  当你梦到时,定会惊叫的  
  我希望你会受到良心的谴责,没有我,你不能呼吸  
  看看吧,slim[尖叫声]婊子,闭嘴!我正在说话  
  嘿,slim,那是我的女友在后备箱中尖叫。  
  但我不会割开她的喉咙,我只是绑住她。  
  我不像你。  
  因为窒息而死会让她更痛苦。  
  好了,该走了,我已经到桥上了,  
  噢,见鬼,我怎么才能把磁带寄出去呢?  
  [车轮摩擦的声音][碰撞声]  
  [短暂的安静][溅起巨大的水花声]  
   
  [Eminem]  
  亲爱的Stan,我本打算尽快回信给你,但最近太忙了。  
  你说你的女朋友怀孕了,多长时间了。  
  你能给你女儿起那个名字,我真的感到十分高兴。  
  这里有给你弟弟的签名,  
  我写在了信的一开始  
  很抱歉在演唱会上没能见到你,我肯定时错过了  
  不要认为我写那些歌是故意让你难过的  
  可你却说你也喜欢割腕  
  我唱那些只是说着玩的。  
  嘿,你还好吗?  
  你有些小麻烦Stan,我想你需要些建议来帮帮你了。  
  你说我们将会在一起是什么意思?  
  这种话让我不想和你见面  
  我想你和你的女友确实是相互需要的  
  也许你应该对她好一些  
  希望你能读到这封信,但愿它能赶在你伤害自己前寄到。  
  只要放松一些,我想你会好起来的  
  很高兴我可以激励你,但你为何那样疯狂  
  我只要你做一个歌迷  
  我不想再看到你说疯话了  
  两周前的一个新闻让我感到不安  
  一个家伙开车冲到了桥下  
  后备箱里是他怀孕的女友  
  在车上还找到了一盒磁带  
  可他们没说磁带是给谁的……  
  想想看,他的名字是……是你  
  该死的! 

blind---lifehouse

这首歌堪称完美,无论词曲节奏演唱伴奏。感人肺腑。

翻译水平有限,有错误还请指正。

  blind

I was young but I wasn′t naive
I watched helpless as she turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

那时的我,年少但并不幼稚

当她转身离去时我是如此无助

却还要带着那摆脱不掉的痛苦

那段刻骨的伤痛是无论怎样努力都无法掩埋的


after all this time
I never thought we′d be here
never thought we′d be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn′t make you see it
couldn′t make you see it
that I loved you more than you′ll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

分别了这么多年后

我从未想到我们会走到这一步

从未想过会这样

那时我对你爱的那么深切那么忘我

却始终无法让你了解

无法让你了解我比你想象的更加爱你

从我放手让你离开的那一刻 便是我一段生命的终结


I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
 
我愿沉眠
 
只求一梦
 
在梦中的一切的都能回到从前
 
但每一个夜晚中那些流逝而过的片断
 
都在梦醒后它们撞击地板的瞬间消失


after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn′t make you see it
couldn′t make you see it
that I loved you more than you′ll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you′ll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go
 
 
这么多年以后
 
你是否也像曾经那样想要离开
 
也许你不会相信
 
我是多么的爱你
 
但我始终无法让你了解

无法让你了解我比你想象的更加爱你

从我放手让你离开的那一刻 便是我生命的终结

从我放手让你离开的那一刻 便是我生命的终结

 
11/21/2006

08奥运会最可能出现的十句话-mop

第一句:
  “本界奥运会的开幕式是迄今为止的奥运会开幕式里最好的。”
  人物:国际奥委会主席罗格
  出现概率:100%
  
  第二句
  “感谢某某运动队这个集体,感谢各级领导的关怀,我要把这枚金牌献给祖国,我一生的愿望终于实现了”
  人物:中国获得第一块金牌的运动员
  出现概率:90%
  
  第三句
  “奥运村的生活实在太舒服了,服务太周全了,真没想到,居然还有我最喜欢吃的鹅肝酱(鱼子酱、苏格兰烤羊肉、德式烤肠等等)
  人物:某个接受采访的外国运动员
  出现概率:90%
  
  第四句
  “看到中国运动员拿到金牌,我实在太激动了(记者问:以前中国队也拿到不少奥运金牌,有什么不一样吗?)不一样,太不一样了,以前都是在电视上看到,拿金牌都是在外国,这次是在现场,在咱们家门口······作为一个中国人,我无比的自豪”
  人物:接受采访的某观众
  出现概率:90%
  
  第五句
  “拿到金牌后我发现你激动地流下了眼泪,请问你当时在想什么”
  人物:央视记者
  出现概率:100%
  
  第六句
  “太不容易了,实在太不容易了,为了这一天,我们等了四年,事实证明,这四年的汗没有白流,这四年的苦没有白吃”(此话应当不是标准的普通话,须带有山东或山西、河南、东北之类的口音)
  人物:某获得金牌的运动队教练
  出现概率:90%
  
  第七句
  “刘翔起跑慢了·····他在加速·····刘翔······他超过了约翰逊,冠军!他得到了冠军······我们再看一次慢动作回放······他仅仅超过了约翰逊半个身位,这是一个微小的差距,这又是一个巨大的差距····我们祝贺他,对于中国代表团来说,这是一个锦上添花的金牌,对于他个人来说,这枚金牌的意义不会比上届奥运会更大·······获胜后的刘翔显得很冷静,的确,这不过是他无数金牌中的一枚,相比其他获得金牌的运动员,他此时显得更成熟一些······”
  人物:黄建翔
  出现概率:40%(第一不知道老黄当时还在不在央视,其次不知刘翔能不能拿到金牌,再次,不知道当时解说的会不会是老黄)
  
  第八句
  “这次失利暴露了我们平时训练中存在的一些问题,尤其是对对手这些年的进步估计不足,世锦赛上我们取得的成绩也使我们头脑开始发热,不够冷静,这次失利教训是深刻的,教练组(注意,一定不会出现教练员)要负主要责任·······对不起大家······应该说队员们都很努力······尤其是某某,打出了近年来的最好水平······我们有信心打好以后的比赛。”
  人物:某失去金牌的运动队的教练员(出现在跳水、羽毛球、乒乓球、体操中的概率比较大)
  出现概率:90%
  
  第九句
  “不到长城非好汉,耶~~~~~~~”(相当生硬的外国普通话,说完后伸出V字手式,后面的“耶”拖很长,脸上带着玩世不恭的笑容)
  人物:某爬长城的外国运动员
  出现概率:95%
  
  第十句
  “某某西装(饮料、运动鞋、手机等等等),奥运会中国代表团专用西服(饮料、运动鞋、手机等等)!(高亢地)奥运夺金牌,某某添光彩!某某西服(饮料、运动鞋,手机等等)”——上天有好生之德,索性连广告词都给好了,若有雷同,别忘付点创意费哦。
  人物:央视某广告
  出现概率:100%
11/19/2006

HiHiCD杂志创刊号

最近加入了HiHiCD电子杂志的制作团队,作为美编,我的任务是制作杂志封面封底和各栏目的主题图,图标,刚刚把最终稿都已经传给工头了,大概明后天杂志就可以出来,这是hihicd的创刊号,那是相当期待啊。虽然有的图不符要求做了n个版本甚至要从新做。但能为hihi做些事我已经很开心了。 
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